What do You Think ?

hello, see you again with me!
I'll tell you a little about my feelings. feelings about the complexities of love maybe. I had a little trouble with this feeling. but I'm still trying to find a way out of this challenge. yes, I think this is a challenge that should I pass.

okay, I start from the difference between my feelings and his feelings. Here, I feel wronged by him constantly. anything that I did, never get some truth in his eyes. a little wrong was wrong. This is wrong. Essentially, awry. so there is possibility that every day I always get problem with him. maybe "principle"!

for example, when he and I were communicating via telephone, he felt that if I did not care about him. he felt that I did not appreciate it. but, I feel, I've done what I think is right and appreciate her. what is the problem? if make a call, I choose to silent. when he stopped talking, I stopped too. so there there was silence.
 
from that silence, he was furious at me. he kept constantly angry at me. last he was angry with the same thing. he said, "you know that if you are getting telephone from your ex-boyfriend, you are not silent as if I were your telephone. what is the difference between us ? ". it is surprising me. I just say that I equally if getting telephone was silence. it makes no difference, it's me. insisted he did not believe.

Am I wrong if I'm further clarity on the statement? I was wrong in his eyes. according to myself, I do not accept. but what can I do ? I was not able to do anything. I choose to remain silent and not fight. I also still, blamed such. Am I wrong, I getting silent? after all, I chose silence because I do not want to quarrel. though I spoke, my voice still so big mistake for him. so, if you ask me, silent or talking, just be wrong in his eyes. so, I better be quiet.

But in fact, behind it all is there are some reasons that I choose to silent. he's grumpy, he's tough, he likes it told you to do this, he does not care, he's desperate. I felt better still, I do not want him to get angry and hold. because, I hope, he does not simply yell at me. I also have a life. the reason I never received it which made ​​me sick. but it does not matter to me. because I love him so much. I want to be with him  forever. amiin